Running

I find that the easiest way to deal with things is by running away without looking back.  But I find that it's also the saddest, most secluding approach because then you'd be stuck from the outside looking in.  And you're gonna find that everything is ok in the "inside" while out there, well.  Out there I am rotting away and keeping myself shut.  Shut. Shut out.  Shut upped?  Maybe this is not the way to deal with things.  I mean, it's probably not.  I started the summer with high hopes of just "living in the moment" and "enjoying life for what it is."  And now I'm just "contented" (using that word loosely) with where I am.

I don't know.